well i was in school at lunch so i didn't cry, at least i tried not to, but i did scream when i got to the part about Nelly i stood up and was like, "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" then, i slumped back in the crappy uncomfortable circular chair and i just couldn't function properly after that. in the inside i was creating a ocean of tears. my friends were talking while i was freaking out and they both looked at me and one of them asked what was wrong with me because apparently in the real world one does not simply feel feels for a book although one of my friends understands the need to read fanfic to get over the feels. after i got over the shock i walked up to my friend Lizard, who got me to read the series, and i screamed at her, "Please tell me there's another book after this?"